ON Realisation - you will someday...

I had always heard your entire life flashes in front when you realise yourself and accept yorrself and the world as it is. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all. It stretches on forever, like an ocean of time.It brought my memory of my first drive of cycle after strugulling to learn,my fathers smell in his chest when he hugged me.When i watched flowers,trees in the road side inspite of pollution,people running for jobs,babies carrying book loads a in a lovely rainy evening..When i cried in the presence of no one and absence of loved one.My grandmother still working hard bursting with energy and happily to cook and serve food to her family,inspite of her action not been recognised which is of 60years hardwork..... It's hard to realise that ive been mad when there's so much beauty in the world.Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much.My heart fills up like a balloon flying high with freedom and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain. And I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my brilliant and stupid little life ive had.You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure.But don't worry, you will someday...

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